LunaChama

My sophomore year has started. I've noticed my personality has been changing. Through this, I'll gain friends. But I'm afraid of losing those near and dear to me. The person I'm afraid of losing the most, is myself. I'm not sure I like who I'm becoming.

*Sniff* Feeling so lonely right now. My parents are always busy or tired, so I have to stay home with my brother. le sigh. Even if I was able to go somewhere, it seems like everyone is always doing something or out of town. My boyfriend is working now and when he's not working he's at Tae Kwon Do. Then after that he's tired and we don't get to talk much. I'm not allowed to have people over because we're going to burn up the house (Toniiiiiiight~ We are asian... So we set the world on fiiiiiire~). I have no ride anywhere. The people who usually give me rides places are busy doing other stuf. I'm just sitting here at home... Playing with

What they say is true; high school changes people. I think that I've changed a lot this year. I really like to think. Sometimes I just sit or lay down and spend and hour thinking. Today I want to write down my thoughts. There are only 19 school days left. Soon the seniors will be graduating and my freshman year will come to an end. I started freshman year only knowing a handful of people going to the same school as me. I'm ending freshman year not having enough fingers and toes to count all of the friends I love. The first day of school for freshman, I remember eating lunch outside with my two friends from elementary school. They were